I am tired, bloody tired actually. So I feel like a bad person when I can not hold a coherent conversation. I feel worse when people assume that I am mad at them, when I am not. When I am just tired, and angry at myself. I feel bad that people take things personally, and assume it is there fault that I am quiet. I am more than capable of following a conversation, but just not starting one. I feel a bit saddened when a good friend does not have the decency to spark up a conversation, but rather leaves you in the lurch and forcing you to choose between a long, slow walk home in awkward silence, or a slightly shorter walk home while 'ditching' the other person, entirely unintentionally just based on walking speeds.
I dont like pointless conversations afterwards that go in circles.
I am a bad person, I really really am!!
I do however, like when cats interrupt angry conversations by trying to climb up your leg. =3
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